So I'm involved in NaNoWriMo this year- not just once, oh no, but twice. Once for the semi-collab, Eve of Eden, and again for Vice.

Stupid, right?

The total word-count goal is 65,000 words. ...Which is actually still 5,000 words less than my previous NaNo-attempts.

Now, onto the *IMPORTANT* bit, I NEED CHARACTERS! Want to be a vampire? Have a vampire OC that you wouldn't mind having make a cameo appearance in Eve of Eden? PLEASE LET ME KNOW! I need characters. (I thought 327 characters would cut it, I was wrong. Very, very wrong. x____x; )

But in any case, I've decided that emo-ing over people who don't give a shit, but pretend to give a shit when it's beneficial to them (a.k.a., to get something they want), is simply not worth it. They aren't friends and it shouldn't be considered as such. I wrote a good fourteen pages of emo, angsty, verbal-abuse in order to process everything and just get it out, and now I'm all better. (No, I didn't send this to them, it's simply a way I cope.) ...I've blocked them from AIM, removed them from my Friend List on Facespace, and have removed their numbers from my phone, so I'm not tempted to check incessantly and blame myself for not being good enough to keep them interested.

I can now focus completely on what needs to be done, like enjoying my limited time* with Ichi and Lil' Bit, making Cuteness dance, working on my scholarship apps/submissions, and trying to figure out whether its be to make a financially-intelligent decision, or make an emotionally/mental-state-ly intelligent decision. (About college- UC vs. AAU.)

*The vet is suggesting we put Ichi to sleep because her lungs are getting progressively worse, and Lil' Bit is getting a new home with my cousin on Friday. v__v

I've got three kittens on my legs, and its wonderful.

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